In the month of November I got back into chess. I used to love chess when I was a lot younger. I have not played for a while, but I got back into playing. As I got back into that I also picked up a book about chess genius Bobby Fischer. There was a documentary on the guy on BBC4 recently. Fascinating insight into a hugely tragic guy.
I have no intention of being as obsessed with the game as Fischer evidently was. I am content that I’ll never hit the heights of greatness that he evidently did. What his story highlights for me is how important it is to be grounded in something that helps to keep us in touch with reality whilst offering hope in something that enlivens us, not shuts us down.
The month of November was a good time to be reminded of these things. I turned 34 during that time and noting the contacts with good friends helped remind me of God’s love in having that reality and hope that will not let me get shut in. God has been good to me and I am really thankful. With three beautiful daughters growing well and a devoted wife there is a family that loves me deeply and richly. Beyond that people pop in and out who leave huge imprints on my life. I got to see my dear friend andy over November not just once but twice. Bearing in mind I hadn’t seen him for over a year beforehand i was really glad to see him so frequently and a lot of good times were had in his company.
I get paid to do something that helps people make a positive difference in their life – gotta be grateful for that. Work doesn’t consume all hours of every day, leaving enough time for things like blogging and following other interests. There are other things that get me enthused about life in its diversity and I’m still passionate about seeing people grow in their relationship with Jesus. For all the issues I battle there remains that part of me forever fascinated by Jesus and desirous of pursuing Him with all that I have. It gets tricky these days and there are things I’m still negotiating, but the hunger remains and the gratitude for His presence is stronger than ever before.
November was a time as well to soften in some attitudes that I had to people and situations. The hard stance was a defence mechanism in the light of hurt I received, but thank God
For His Name’s Sake
Shalom
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